Writing Update

My story now has 130 pages so far, and I can't be more excited. Though I have an ending in mind, I have no idea how long it will take me to get to it, or how it will happen. All I know is that the thought is there, and sticking. Now I just have to create the bridge to get to it. 

I've managed to make my betas (I have 2), hate my villain so much. lol 

Eep! I'm excited! 

Mindblanks

I'm sure you've seen me mention Mindblanks in previous posts (because they happen so regularly), but I'm not sure if I've ever explained them or their effects.

To me, they feel like your mind is a blackboard, memories written on it, and someone takes an eraser and just wipes them away. Another part of that, is the "veil" which I think of as the mess after erasing a blackboard with a dusty eraser. This is due to so many surgeries. Long lasting brain trauma, if you will.

This gets very annoying when you're in the middle of doing something (writing, looking for something, etc.) and forget what you're doing. 
Now that I think about it, I feel like a mish mash of Ten-Second-Tom and Lucy from 50 First Dates.

It's so annoying... I have to carry a notebook, or take constant notes on my phone, so that I keep track or things. Anyone else ever feel like this?